WINNER OF THE ILLUMINATION BOOK AWARDS' 2021 SILVER MEDAL, QUARTER FINALIST IN THE 2020 BOOK LIFE NON-FICTION AWARDS, and FINALIST IN THE 2020 FOREWORD INDIES BOOK OF THE YEAR AWARDS! Love. Loss. Hope. Repeat. Life for Autumn Toelle-Jackson started out on a happy and ordinary timeline. When she entered her thirties, however, tragedy made up for lost time. Over the span of a few short years, she endured several miscarriages and the loss of her husband, a dear cousin, and child. But one small cross-section of a life doesn't do justice to the amount of love, resilience, growth, and blessings a person experiences after such titanic losses. With each new harbinger of grief, Toelle-Jackson was forced to discover another way to survive the pain. In Boldly into the Darkness, she examines all the lessons and outcomes of her life story with aching intimacy and insight. The result is a portrait of healing so complete, it transcends the traditional survivor narrative and enters new territory, a bold light shining where before was only darkness.